LOVE, AN ADDICTION

Love, and addiction

an oxytocin infection

unprepared for such

Sans warnings

Sans labels

untaught by anyman

Losing mind,

Losing sanity,

an earworm for the crimson stone

With the head wrapped upon you

Upon your face, Upon your smile

upon your eyes

The rush, the high

Those feelings excite

Nothing compares to

Dreams of you

Reality incomparible

The mind's vast a world

Where only you exist

A world, a cage

I sometimes confuse

A dream with no dawn

Freedom's Intangible

Where do I exist

My thoughts

Not my own anymore

Wake up! Wake up!

To find myself

In silence...

It's quiet now, so empty

feelings now hollow

The mundane's a new low

I crashed and I weep...

Withdrawal missing you

No, Thoughts of you

Feelings of thoughts of you

Was it even you?

or a state of hysteria

Love, my all consuming delusion.

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30 DAYS OF DEEP AND RANDOM QUESTIONS (a series)

DAY 24: "What's something that your parents did to you that you will never do to your future kids?" Leave them! I grew up in a broken household. I grew up with my mother, uncles, and grandparents. It was a household of love and and nurture, but the world remains broken as a huge part of who i am felt incomplete.

कार्मेल #12 (a new series for 2025)

I don't know how to unlove you. Not when my body still folds like origami at the memory of your name. Not when I flinch at your cologne on a stranger walking past. Not when my grief still speaks your language. People say "move on" as if love is furniture. As if I can pack it in boxes and send it away without it haunting every inch of who I am.

कार्मेल #11 (a new series for 2025)

Worth the Risk I just want you to know- In the quiet spaces of my heart, A wish begins to grow: To pursue you, to make a start. I want to take this leap, To risk it all for you, For in your presence, deep Within, I know it’s true- You are worth the risk, A treasure beyond compare. Win or lose, I won’t regret The love I choose to share. What matters most to me Is not the end, but this- That you feel, undeniably, How precious you truly is. So let me show you every day How lovable you are, How much you mean in every way- My guiding, shining star.

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